zangocash..

hmm.. just to try this one..... try to figure out how it works... try to get more information on this thing....

can't smile without you

Esok, masuk minggu ke-4 aku kat kl nih.. dgn kerja baru yg yg penuh tekanan.. :)

Selama 3 minggu kat kl ni.. slalu plak pi tgk wayang.. bersama dgn tunang tersyg.. ade mmbe ckp, dh kene sampuk ke.. asek tgk wyg.. act tuh juga cara aku nk kurangkan tekanan dari kerja.. dpt bersama org tersyg..

dlm byk2 muv tuh, scene yg aku paling dari cte hellboy II. mase hellboy gan makhluk ikan tuh tgh jiwang gan lagu Barry Manilow.. terasa plak..

Ade juga mmbe ckp, perangai aku same gan hellboy.. betol ke??

Jom layan lagu~~

You know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you

You came along just like a song
And brightened my day
Who would have believed that you were part of a dream
Now it all seems light years away

And now you know
I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile

Now some people say happiness takes so very long to find
Well, I'm finding it hard leaving your love behind me

And you see I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel glad when you're glad
I feel sad when you're sad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you

Napie @ MMHE (Malaysia Marine and Heavy Engineering)

Tanpa disedari, sudah 8 bln aku kat mmhe ni.. byk juga kenangan slama aku keje kat sini.. tp aku terpaksa mengambil keputusan untuk berhenti berkerja dan beralih ke GPS (Global Process System).. Maka, tanggal 3 Julai merupakan hari terakhir aku berada di MMHE..

Kenape berhenti?? itulah soklan yg slalu ditanya.. tp aku sendiri tak kasi jawapan yg tpat kenape aku nk berhenti.. kang byk plak ditanya.. ada juga ckp baru jumpa dh nk benti.. tuh sbb korang lmbt sgt masuk yo.. byk juga faktor2 yg mempengaruhi keputusan aku nk benti..

1) mmg btol ape yg kak aziah tulis.. mau dekat2 gan tunang ku tersyg.. sejak tunang aritu xpenah lagi jumpa.. pasni boleh la jumpa tiap2 hari.. smpai project director pun tau.. hahaha.. btw bila dua2 dh dkt2 senang skit nk buat persedian tuh kawen.. penyediaan barang tok majlis dan juga selepas kawen.. duduk kat pasir gudang susah nk p kl.. lg pun aku xtahan duduk dlm bus lama2..

2) dok kl senang skit nk balik kampung.. nk uruskan ape2 yg patut.. nk daftar itu ini.. nk kene hantar barang balik.. nk kene tgk2 barang.. nk cari mak andam.. sume nye nk kene blk kmpung.. so, kat kl lg mudah dari kat pasir gudang...

3) peluang tok kuar dari pasir gudang.. act aku mmg nk sgt berkerja kat kl.. bina family kat sini.. ingatkan tak dpt keje kat gps.. sbb dpt panggilan pun selepas lbh sbln interview.. itu pun aku dh byk kali buat follow up call.. smpai give up.. tp syukur juga dpt.. pk2.. nape nk aku tolak.. sekurang2 nye dh dpt kat kl.. kalo nk cari keje lain kat kl pun dh senang nk dtg interview.. nnti kalo dh lama sgt dok pasir gudang jd selesa plak.. smpai xpk nk cari keje kat kl..

4) Gaji kot.. bila nk benti aje mesti kejo gaji yg lbh beso.. act, mmg kat GPS dpt gaji yg lagi lbh.. tp bila dikira2 xde beza sgt pun.. cuma dptla pemenent.. bkn lg pendatang.. benefit yg gps bagi ok juga.. lg pun mesti kene keje kat luar.. jawatan pun project engineer..

5) keadaan YO yg xmenentu.. tahla.. dh xske sgt gan environment keje kat yo.. macam2 perangai ade.. kene pi team building lg ni.. huhu.. certen person yg aku tak puas ati juga.. tp xde la smpai mmbenci.. buat ati sakit aje.. baik buat tak tau aje..

6) flip-flop.. hehehe.. cam kerajaan melaysia juga.. seperti yg tertulis dlm blog che det.. pening dok pk ape org atas2 nk buat.. keputusan depa.. org chart pun tuka2.. byk tol bos aku.. haha.. kene buat keje yg xsepatutnye..

7) tiada jaminan kerja.. nk kearah implementation team.. bkn buat paper aje.. tp paperwork senang aje.. asik buat financial analysis.. kadang2 bes juga.. cuma aku nk lebih ke arah implement project.. dok site.. berdasar kan org chart.. aku kene buat planing aje.. mmg xde jaminan aku leh p site.. set2 M&E tok site pun dh penuh.. aku xdiperlukan pun..

8) nk selamatkan diri.. hahaha.. paperwork tok fab #4 tuh bkn ade org tsd dan e&c aprrove pun.. dan2 cik halim siapkan paper dan tender out.. lg pun depa payah nk hadir.. pastu nk award pun payah.. kawasan tuh dh le pack.. taktau la camne nk start project.. hehe.. gudluck la korang.. blasting and panting plak.. aku takut.. bila siap nnti power ade ke tak.. haha.. nnti xleh nk operasi plak... malu aje.. isk2.. baik aku blah dulu.. tgk dari luar aje.. ape yg akan terjadi.. hehehe

9) tawaran keje menarik.. jawatan project engineer.. xtau la cmne keje nye.. tp dari jd ok aje... skrang ni tertanya2 kene handle pojek ape.. tah2 kene anto kat mmhe plak.. taula aku ade pengalaman keje kat mmhe.. hehe.. gps ade yard kat dubai dgn batam.. ok gak dpt p sana.. lagi ni company oil and gas.. leh keje sungguh...

hmm... byk juga sbbnye.. aku rasa skit aje.. btw takde niat nk sakitkan sesape.. iklas dari aku.. dgn perkembangan terbaru kat yo.. maken aku xsanggup nk keje kat yo.. walaupun ramai gadis2 yg baru masuk yo.. :D

kesempatan ni.. nk ku ucap terima kasih kat sume org.. maaf kalo terasa, termkn dan terminum, terkutuk, tersakitkan hati.. btw aku ni ske cakap lepas dan ckp open.. no hipokrit... lagi pun aku ni jenis yg xmudah amik ati.. kecuali org yg aku syg yg ckp..

panjang sgt ni.. so noktah ajelah.. jumpa lg kalo ade rezeki.. xpun bln 5/6 thn dpn.. majlis kawen aku.. :D

Assalamualaikum wbk.

Bermula lah musim…......

17/05/08: Hafizi (ofismate yg sempoi aje)

25/05/08: Nurul (ofismate yg cantik)
Opal (sepupu)

01/06/08: Azlina aka mekna (mmbe PLSP)
Azhan (Sub-con)
Wan Janggut (member UTP @ Clanmate DotA)

Majlis yg akan dihadiri: Opal and Wan Janggut..

Ucapan: Selamat pengantin baru kepada nama2 yg disebut diatas.. kepada
hafizi, nurul, mekna dan azhan.. minta maaf xdpt nk hadir majlis
korang.. jadual penuh dan sbb2 peribadi.. ape2 pun semoga bahagia
hingga keakhir hayat.. dan juga kepada membe yg baru sahaja
berkahwin yg aku sendiri xtau bila masa nye :D

Harapan: Tahun dpn aku plak yg kawen.. semoga dipermudahkan.. Amin~

Outstanding weekend :)

Saturday(26/04).. Friendly match between MMHE and (Pet Penapisan Melaka) PPM.. im in basketball team.. hehe.. just a newbie.. main pun lbh kurang 2minit aje.. so far, the game was very nice.. although we lost by 3 points (equal to 1 ball).. sume kurang stamina.. haha..

Sunday (27/04).. trip to KL.. stay at Garden City hotel.. near masjid jamek LRT stesen.. tp dok sorg2 aje dlm bilik.. bila malam tiba.. :D.. me and my fiance bought the kain for my weeding. 1 for nikah.. and 1 more for bersanding.. the colour was nice.. we hire a tailor to design for our cloths. so, hal baju settle. need to find for accesories. :D.. those things in august..

Monday (28/04).. Interview at GPS (Global process systems) by Mr Steven.. if im not mistaken.. the interview quite ok.. and he promise to call me tommorow.. so far so gook.. :D

Today - still waitng.. gagaga.. exhausted.. :) very2 happy.. i miss my fiance..

Muhammad Hanafi a.k.a (watever u want to call)

What Muhammad Hanafi Means

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated. You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want. You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way! You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way. And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life. You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row. You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace. People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are loving, compassionate, and ruled by your feelings. You are able to be a foundation for other people... but you still know how to have fun. Sometimes your emotions weigh you down, but you generally feel free from them. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

My TUNANG ceremony

Gambo mengikut aturan masa:

gambo solo dirumah makngah di kahang..

sebelum bertolak ke pekan..

dgn muka xsehat.. hehe..

hantaran untuk majlis pertunangan..
5 dulang kesemuanye..

setibanye di pekan..
jumlah hantaran.. hmmm.....

masih dlm debaran..

haish.. lawanye.. grrrrr..

dengan rasminye.. jeng... jeng.... jenng....

bersama adik nana.. selepas kenyang makan..

macam2 lauk ade.. hehhe..

sesi bergambo..

dari kanan: mak ngah, mak, tunangku, cik ami...

hantaran bls.. dari blah pompuan..

cukup 7 dulang nih..

tingal menjadi kenangan...

lum kuar dari pekan dh dihabiskan.. hehhe..

YO - Team Building

Participants: All Yard Optimisation staff
Venue: Gunung Ledang Resort
Date: 2-3rd Feb 08




Sabtu (2hb)
6.00am: Bangun tdo.. bersiap2.. amik kueh2 tok brekfes..
6.30am: Sampai kat yo.. kasi baju, topi, windbreaker and brekfes.. safety talk..
7.30am: Bas gerak ke Gunung Ledang..
11.00am: Smpai.. (xtau mase yg tepat.. tdo jek dlm bas..) masuk bilik.. siap2..
11.45am: indoor aktiviti.. borin.. cam bese.. buat team.. kasi name team, moto and war cry.. cam dh slalu sgt buat.. gagagaga..
1.00pm: Lunch..
2.00pm: Outdoor game.. ade la buat sesuatu.. game berkorban ape saje.. n many more..
4.00pm: Panjat gunung.. smpai kolam puteri aje.. kira2 900ft.. tgk air.. xmandi pun..
8.00pm: BBQ
8.30pm: Indoor.. adelah buat sesuatu.. :P
11.00pm: karok.. xnyanyi pun.. xde lg feel nk nyanyi.. feel cam kat permata dh xde..
1.00am: tdo

Sunday (3hb)
7.00am: aerobik..
7.30am: bekfes..
8.00am: Indoor.. tak ingat dh buat pe.. :D
8.30am: misi mustahil..
12.00pm: lunch
1.00pm: main bola dlm air.. (aktiviti sendiri.. rasa ini aje aktiviti yg menarik :))
3.00pm: department presentation
4.00pm: penyampaian sijil..
5.00pm: balik ke pasir gudang..

PLSP 5 servey~~

ni dia ringkasan daripada email yg dihantar dan dibalas bermula pada tarikh 8 jan..

Yang masih dlm PLSP

1) Khalis
status: PLSP still...
tempat keje: EPEMSB
designation: trainee
department: engineerig
section: inspection

2) aini
status diri: single n available.. :)
status PLSP: still lg PLSP
status kerja: PMO, Kerteh, Tganu
tempat keje: Logistic and Support Services , Production Dept,
Designation: Trainee la
Department: Logistic and Support Services ..psl kapal2, heli and manpower offshore

3) Acap
status diri: single but not available...hehe...jgn jeles aa nuar...
status PLSP: blum quit lagi...nk stay smpi setahun leh x??
status kerja: tgh mencari....cam cari awek baru lak...
tempat keje: PETRONAS
Designation: Trainee a.k.a Desk Officer sementara.... :P
Department: of coz la ESU...xkan korg dh lupa kot...hehe

4) din
status: single and available. ke tny status keje? still PLSP
tempat keje: PFKSB
designation: trainee
department: engineering
section: electrical

5) rembok
status: dgn cik adik (tunggu nak kawen jek)
company: CUF kerteh
designation: graduate trainee la.. still dlm plsp
department: Plant Turnaround Services

6) putre
designation : hr exec (talent sourcing)
department : hrm n corporate service
company : mitco petronas
status career: stil proceed plsp n plan nak abiskan prog...nak mendalami bidang hrm ni... :)

Yg sudah bebas dr PLSP

1) fiza
status: Quit dh plsp...dpt keje....
tempat keje: ExxonMobil Malaysia, Menara ExxonMobil ; near KLCC
Designation: Technical Analyst-AP Helpdesk
Division: Asia Pacific Business Support Centre,IT Anaylst
Department: ExxonMobil Information Technology (EMIT)
No.Phone aku: 016-2543506....

2) Nizam
skrg tak sambung PLSP..kat company Science-tech solution, kerteh tganu. client kami : VCM n Petlin (petronas)..

3) nuar
status diri: single n available...@ tgh mencari
status PLSP: dh quit (last day 7hb Dec last year)
status kerja: baru jer dpt n start
tempat keje: Amalgamated Metal Builder (M) Sdn Bhd, kuantan
Designation: Design Engineer
Department: of coz laa design kan...huhu

4) Affa
status:single n available oso..same wif nuar =p
keje:kilang jepun wat elektroplating..
designation:prod.engr
remarks:aku rase nak mintak keje len laaaa...campany sape ade keje kosong?hehehe//x sanggup nak bond 3 thn..huhu..sekian maseh

5) liza @ adik
aku pun dah quit plsp.. keje kat PDB, KLCC as transport
analyst(sape nak bli minyak sile order but in bulk only; :P) -
contract staff. Nomot tepon same.. xde tuka.. aaaa.. aku xcuti la
esok.. nyampah tul.. tp sbb keja aku kena aa datang jugak.. gulak
kawan2

6) mekna
Aku (azlina a.k.a mekna):
Status: masih lg tunang org, nak kawen ujung bln 5.. nanti anta kad, semua org wajib dtg bawa hadiah!! (hohoho.. panjang gile)
Tempat kerja: Malaysian Industrial Development Authority (MIDA), KL sentral - keje govment aaa
Position: Assitant Director merangkap pegawai ehwal ekonomi
Division: Chemical & life science industries

7) Ida cs
designation : Mechanical Engineer
department : Engineering
company : Global Process System, kat Jalan Tun Razak, KL (provide services, facilities, ngan equipment utk Oil & Gas nyer industry
under probation : 6 bln
date started : 15 January 2008

8) hazwan
status: sape x tau status aku, aku lempang laju2
company: apex communications sdn bhd
designation: engineer
department: education division (IPT)

yg xde dlm list..

1) saiful
2) jenal
3) yati
4) dzulfa
5) yani
6) laila
7) kak an
8) panjang
9) saleh

isu2 berbangkit...
1) nk buat gathering..
2) buat blog yg bleh sume org post..
3) mekna kawen.. (ann dh dpt anak.. nizam dh start production tak?? hehe)
4) kalo ade keje kososng leh kabar2 kan..