MY small WORLD

zangocash..

2008-07-29T07:45:00.000-07:00

hmm.. just to try this one..... try to figure out how it works... try to get more information on this thing....

can't smile without you

2008-07-27T05:49:00.000-07:00

Esok, masuk minggu ke-4 aku kat kl nih.. dgn kerja baru yg yg penuh tekanan.. :)

Selama 3 minggu kat kl ni.. slalu plak pi tgk wayang.. bersama dgn tunang tersyg.. ade mmbe ckp, dh kene sampuk ke.. asek tgk wyg.. act tuh juga cara aku nk kurangkan tekanan dari kerja.. dpt bersama org tersyg..

dlm byk2 muv tuh, scene yg aku paling dari cte hellboy II. mase hellboy gan makhluk ikan tuh tgh jiwang gan lagu Barry Manilow.. terasa plak..

Ade juga mmbe ckp, perangai aku same gan hellboy.. betol ke??

Jom layan lagu~~

You know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you

You came along just like a song
And brightened my day
Who would have believed that you were part of a dream
Now it all seems light years away

And now you know
I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile

Now some people say happiness takes so very long to find
Well, I'm finding it hard leaving your love behind me

And you see I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel glad when you're glad
I feel sad when you're sad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you

Napie @ MMHE (Malaysia Marine and Heavy Engineering)

2008-07-04T08:52:00.000-07:00

Tanpa disedari, sudah 8 bln aku kat mmhe ni.. byk juga kenangan slama aku keje kat sini.. tp aku terpaksa mengambil keputusan untuk berhenti berkerja dan beralih ke GPS (Global Process System).. Maka, tanggal 3 Julai merupakan hari terakhir aku berada di MMHE..

Kenape berhenti?? itulah soklan yg slalu ditanya.. tp aku sendiri tak kasi jawapan yg tpat kenape aku nk berhenti.. kang byk plak ditanya.. ada juga ckp baru jumpa dh nk benti.. tuh sbb korang lmbt sgt masuk yo.. byk juga faktor2 yg mempengaruhi keputusan aku nk benti..

1) mmg btol ape yg kak aziah tulis.. mau dekat2 gan tunang ku tersyg.. sejak tunang aritu xpenah lagi jumpa.. pasni boleh la jumpa tiap2 hari.. smpai project director pun tau.. hahaha.. btw bila dua2 dh dkt2 senang skit nk buat persedian tuh kawen.. penyediaan barang tok majlis dan juga selepas kawen.. duduk kat pasir gudang susah nk p kl.. lg pun aku xtahan duduk dlm bus lama2..

2) dok kl senang skit nk balik kampung.. nk uruskan ape2 yg patut.. nk daftar itu ini.. nk kene hantar barang balik.. nk kene tgk2 barang.. nk cari mak andam.. sume nye nk kene blk kmpung.. so, kat kl lg mudah dari kat pasir gudang...

3) peluang tok kuar dari pasir gudang.. act aku mmg nk sgt berkerja kat kl.. bina family kat sini.. ingatkan tak dpt keje kat gps.. sbb dpt panggilan pun selepas lbh sbln interview.. itu pun aku dh byk kali buat follow up call.. smpai give up.. tp syukur juga dpt.. pk2.. nape nk aku tolak.. sekurang2 nye dh dpt kat kl.. kalo nk cari keje lain kat kl pun dh senang nk dtg interview.. nnti kalo dh lama sgt dok pasir gudang jd selesa plak.. smpai xpk nk cari keje kat kl..

4) Gaji kot.. bila nk benti aje mesti kejo gaji yg lbh beso.. act, mmg kat GPS dpt gaji yg lagi lbh.. tp bila dikira2 xde beza sgt pun.. cuma dptla pemenent.. bkn lg pendatang.. benefit yg gps bagi ok juga.. lg pun mesti kene keje kat luar.. jawatan pun project engineer..

5) keadaan YO yg xmenentu.. tahla.. dh xske sgt gan environment keje kat yo.. macam2 perangai ade.. kene pi team building lg ni.. huhu.. certen person yg aku tak puas ati juga.. tp xde la smpai mmbenci.. buat ati sakit aje.. baik buat tak tau aje..

6) flip-flop.. hehehe.. cam kerajaan melaysia juga.. seperti yg tertulis dlm blog che det.. pening dok pk ape org atas2 nk buat.. keputusan depa.. org chart pun tuka2.. byk tol bos aku.. haha.. kene buat keje yg xsepatutnye..

7) tiada jaminan kerja.. nk kearah implementation team.. bkn buat paper aje.. tp paperwork senang aje.. asik buat financial analysis.. kadang2 bes juga.. cuma aku nk lebih ke arah implement project.. dok site.. berdasar kan org chart.. aku kene buat planing aje.. mmg xde jaminan aku leh p site.. set2 M&E tok site pun dh penuh.. aku xdiperlukan pun..

8) nk selamatkan diri.. hahaha.. paperwork tok fab #4 tuh bkn ade org tsd dan e&c aprrove pun.. dan2 cik halim siapkan paper dan tender out.. lg pun depa payah nk hadir.. pastu nk award pun payah.. kawasan tuh dh le pack.. taktau la camne nk start project.. hehe.. gudluck la korang.. blasting and panting plak.. aku takut.. bila siap nnti power ade ke tak.. haha.. nnti xleh nk operasi plak... malu aje.. isk2.. baik aku blah dulu.. tgk dari luar aje.. ape yg akan terjadi.. hehehe

9) tawaran keje menarik.. jawatan project engineer.. xtau la cmne keje nye.. tp dari jd ok aje... skrang ni tertanya2 kene handle pojek ape.. tah2 kene anto kat mmhe plak.. taula aku ade pengalaman keje kat mmhe.. hehe.. gps ade yard kat dubai dgn batam.. ok gak dpt p sana.. lagi ni company oil and gas.. leh keje sungguh...

hmm... byk juga sbbnye.. aku rasa skit aje.. btw takde niat nk sakitkan sesape.. iklas dari aku.. dgn perkembangan terbaru kat yo.. maken aku xsanggup nk keje kat yo.. walaupun ramai gadis2 yg baru masuk yo.. :D

kesempatan ni.. nk ku ucap terima kasih kat sume org.. maaf kalo terasa, termkn dan terminum, terkutuk, tersakitkan hati.. btw aku ni ske cakap lepas dan ckp open.. no hipokrit... lagi pun aku ni jenis yg xmudah amik ati.. kecuali org yg aku syg yg ckp..

panjang sgt ni.. so noktah ajelah.. jumpa lg kalo ade rezeki.. xpun bln 5/6 thn dpn.. majlis kawen aku.. :D

Assalamualaikum wbk.

Bermula lah musim…......

2008-05-23T07:24:00.000-07:00

17/05/08: Hafizi (ofismate yg sempoi aje)

25/05/08: Nurul (ofismate yg cantik)
Opal (sepupu)

01/06/08: Azlina aka mekna (mmbe PLSP)
Azhan (Sub-con)
Wan Janggut (member UTP @ Clanmate DotA)

Majlis yg akan dihadiri: Opal and Wan Janggut..

Ucapan: Selamat pengantin baru kepada nama2 yg disebut diatas.. kepada
hafizi, nurul, mekna dan azhan.. minta maaf xdpt nk hadir majlis
korang.. jadual penuh dan sbb2 peribadi.. ape2 pun semoga bahagia
hingga keakhir hayat.. dan juga kepada membe yg baru sahaja
berkahwin yg aku sendiri xtau bila masa nye :D

Harapan: Tahun dpn aku plak yg kawen.. semoga dipermudahkan.. Amin~

Outstanding weekend :)

2008-04-28T21:56:00.000-07:00

Saturday(26/04).. Friendly match between MMHE and (Pet Penapisan Melaka) PPM.. im in basketball team.. hehe.. just a newbie.. main pun lbh kurang 2minit aje.. so far, the game was very nice.. although we lost by 3 points (equal to 1 ball).. sume kurang stamina.. haha..

Sunday (27/04).. trip to KL.. stay at Garden City hotel.. near masjid jamek LRT stesen.. tp dok sorg2 aje dlm bilik.. bila malam tiba.. :D.. me and my fiance bought the kain for my weeding. 1 for nikah.. and 1 more for bersanding.. the colour was nice.. we hire a tailor to design for our cloths. so, hal baju settle. need to find for accesories. :D.. those things in august..

Monday (28/04).. Interview at GPS (Global process systems) by Mr Steven.. if im not mistaken.. the interview quite ok.. and he promise to call me tommorow.. so far so gook.. :D

Today - still waitng.. gagaga.. exhausted.. :) very2 happy.. i miss my fiance..

Muhammad Hanafi a.k.a (watever u want to call)

2008-04-28T21:48:00.000-07:00

What Muhammad Hanafi Means

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.
You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.
You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.
And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.
You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row.
You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace.
People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are loving, compassionate, and ruled by your feelings.
You are able to be a foundation for other people... but you still know how to have fun.
Sometimes your emotions weigh you down, but you generally feel free from them.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

My TUNANG ceremony

2008-03-26T22:05:00.000-07:00

Gambo mengikut aturan masa:

gambo solo dirumah makngah di kahang..

sebelum bertolak ke pekan..

dgn muka xsehat.. hehe..

hantaran untuk majlis pertunangan..
5 dulang kesemuanye..

setibanye di pekan..
jumlah hantaran.. hmmm.....

masih dlm debaran..

haish.. lawanye.. grrrrr..

dengan rasminye.. jeng... jeng.... jenng....

bersama adik nana.. selepas kenyang makan..

macam2 lauk ade.. hehhe..

sesi bergambo..

dari kanan: mak ngah, mak, tunangku, cik ami...

hantaran bls.. dari blah pompuan..

cukup 7 dulang nih..

tingal menjadi kenangan...

lum kuar dari pekan dh dihabiskan.. hehhe..

YO - Team Building

2008-02-08T16:47:00.000-08:00

Participants: All Yard Optimisation staff
Venue: Gunung Ledang Resort
Date: 2-3rd Feb 08

Sabtu (2hb)
6.00am: Bangun tdo.. bersiap2.. amik kueh2 tok brekfes..
6.30am: Sampai kat yo.. kasi baju, topi, windbreaker and brekfes.. safety talk..
7.30am: Bas gerak ke Gunung Ledang..
11.00am: Smpai.. (xtau mase yg tepat.. tdo jek dlm bas..) masuk bilik.. siap2..
11.45am: indoor aktiviti.. borin.. cam bese.. buat team.. kasi name team, moto and war cry.. cam dh slalu sgt buat.. gagagaga..
1.00pm: Lunch..
2.00pm: Outdoor game.. ade la buat sesuatu.. game berkorban ape saje.. n many more..
4.00pm: Panjat gunung.. smpai kolam puteri aje.. kira2 900ft.. tgk air.. xmandi pun..
8.00pm: BBQ
8.30pm: Indoor.. adelah buat sesuatu.. :P
11.00pm: karok.. xnyanyi pun.. xde lg feel nk nyanyi.. feel cam kat permata dh xde..
1.00am: tdo

Sunday (3hb)
7.00am: aerobik..
7.30am: bekfes..
8.00am: Indoor.. tak ingat dh buat pe.. :D
8.30am: misi mustahil..
12.00pm: lunch
1.00pm: main bola dlm air.. (aktiviti sendiri.. rasa ini aje aktiviti yg menarik :))
3.00pm: department presentation
4.00pm: penyampaian sijil..
5.00pm: balik ke pasir gudang..

PLSP 5 servey~~

2008-01-26T01:32:00.000-08:00

ni dia ringkasan daripada email yg dihantar dan dibalas bermula pada tarikh 8 jan..

Yang masih dlm PLSP

1) Khalis
status: PLSP still...
tempat keje: EPEMSB
designation: trainee
department: engineerig
section: inspection

2) aini
status diri: single n available.. :)
status PLSP: still lg PLSP
status kerja: PMO, Kerteh, Tganu
tempat keje: Logistic and Support Services , Production Dept,
Designation: Trainee la
Department: Logistic and Support Services ..psl kapal2, heli and manpower offshore

3) Acap
status diri: single but not available...hehe...jgn jeles aa nuar...
status PLSP: blum quit lagi...nk stay smpi setahun leh x??
status kerja: tgh mencari....cam cari awek baru lak...
tempat keje: PETRONAS
Designation: Trainee a.k.a Desk Officer sementara.... :P
Department: of coz la ESU...xkan korg dh lupa kot...hehe

4) din
status: single and available. ke tny status keje? still PLSP
tempat keje: PFKSB
designation: trainee
department: engineering
section: electrical

5) rembok
status: dgn cik adik (tunggu nak kawen jek)
company: CUF kerteh
designation: graduate trainee la.. still dlm plsp
department: Plant Turnaround Services

6) putre
designation : hr exec (talent sourcing)
department : hrm n corporate service
company : mitco petronas
status career: stil proceed plsp n plan nak abiskan prog...nak mendalami bidang hrm ni... :)

Yg sudah bebas dr PLSP

1) fiza
status: Quit dh plsp...dpt keje....
tempat keje: ExxonMobil Malaysia, Menara ExxonMobil ; near KLCC
Designation: Technical Analyst-AP Helpdesk
Division: Asia Pacific Business Support Centre,IT Anaylst
Department: ExxonMobil Information Technology (EMIT)
No.Phone aku: 016-2543506....

2) Nizam
skrg tak sambung PLSP..kat company Science-tech solution, kerteh tganu. client kami : VCM n Petlin (petronas)..

3) nuar
status diri: single n available...@ tgh mencari
status PLSP: dh quit (last day 7hb Dec last year)
status kerja: baru jer dpt n start
tempat keje: Amalgamated Metal Builder (M) Sdn Bhd, kuantan
Designation: Design Engineer
Department: of coz laa design kan...huhu

4) Affa
status:single n available oso..same wif nuar =p
keje:kilang jepun wat elektroplating..
designation:prod.engr
remarks:aku rase nak mintak keje len laaaa...campany sape ade keje kosong?hehehe//x sanggup nak bond 3 thn..huhu..sekian maseh

5) liza @ adik
aku pun dah quit plsp.. keje kat PDB, KLCC as transport
analyst(sape nak bli minyak sile order but in bulk only; :P) -
contract staff. Nomot tepon same.. xde tuka.. aaaa.. aku xcuti la
esok.. nyampah tul.. tp sbb keja aku kena aa datang jugak.. gulak
kawan2

6) mekna
Aku (azlina a.k.a mekna):
Status: masih lg tunang org, nak kawen ujung bln 5.. nanti anta kad, semua org wajib dtg bawa hadiah!! (hohoho.. panjang gile)
Tempat kerja: Malaysian Industrial Development Authority (MIDA), KL sentral - keje govment aaa
Position: Assitant Director merangkap pegawai ehwal ekonomi
Division: Chemical & life science industries

7) Ida cs
designation : Mechanical Engineer
department : Engineering
company : Global Process System, kat Jalan Tun Razak, KL (provide services, facilities, ngan equipment utk Oil & Gas nyer industry
under probation : 6 bln
date started : 15 January 2008

8) hazwan
status: sape x tau status aku, aku lempang laju2
company: apex communications sdn bhd
designation: engineer
department: education division (IPT)

yg xde dlm list..

1) saiful
2) jenal
3) yati
4) dzulfa
5) yani
6) laila
7) kak an
8) panjang
9) saleh

isu2 berbangkit...
1) nk buat gathering..
2) buat blog yg bleh sume org post..
3) mekna kawen.. (ann dh dpt anak.. nizam dh start production tak?? hehe)
4) kalo ade keje kososng leh kabar2 kan..

penat day!!!

2007-11-18T04:53:00.000-08:00

smlm baru sampai dr pasir gudang... kene drive dlm 2jam.. mlmnye kene drive lg.. tp p mkn jek.. hehe.. tdo uma along mlm ni...

hari ni sgt penat.. fizikal dan mental... kene drive ke kenduri kawen.. kat gombak.. pastu ikut along jek.. taktau sampai kemana.. sampai uma pun dh kul 5.. penat sungguh.. tp sonok gak dpt bwk keta along... engine turbo.. makin tensi maken tekan minyak.. haha.. bunyi nos bes sgt.. along pulak kene p kajang.. entertaint mentua dia... nk p kajang anto brg2 kawen adik kak wan.. la ni pun xbalik lagi.. cmne la nk mintak dia anto p komuter sg buluh.. skrang ngadap pc aje.. sat lagi tdo kot.. takleh tahan dah...

btw.. sempat gak buat sesuatu.. check le:
http://www.flickr.com/photos/napieunwell/

gudnite....

Gambar lagi~!!

2007-11-09T06:03:00.000-08:00

Convocation day (PART 2)

2007-11-05T05:08:00.000-08:00

All the selected pictures:

p/s: camne nk kasi gambo sblh2.. hmmm..

Convocation day (PART 1)

2007-11-03T20:19:00.000-07:00

After 2 months...

My New Beginning

2007-10-28T21:44:00.000-07:00

Company: Malaysia Marine Heavy Engineering
Position: Mechanical Executive
Department: Yard Optimisation
Contract: 1 year (start 1/11/2007)
Agent: Koperasi MMHE
Salary: RM 1800

To Do list:
1) Medical check => Done
2) Bank Islam Account => Done
3) Photostat IC => Done
4) Passport size photo

so, arini (29/10) amik EL tok setlekan pape yg patot..
p klinik kijrah buat medical check.. BMI dlm overwieght.. sob2..
lpas tuh potostat ic gan buat acc kat bank islam..
skrang kat cc cek gambo ade tak dlm tumbdrive.. ade2..
sempat tuko player mp3.. beso sangat yg lame.. xcomel.. :D
lagu same jek.. xde upade.. nanti2 lah..
Playlist:
1) Ungu - Andaiku Tahu
tiap2 hari hidu udara yg xelok rasa cm life span maken kurang..
sume ckp jgn lame2 keje kat sini.. haish..
2) Samsons - Kenangan Terindah
Lagu tema tok photo slideshow.. kalo dh siap nnti leh updet..
Gambo2 mase convo..
3) Apek - Aspalela
Khas tok isteri Along, Wan Norlela..
4) Jinbara - Farhana
Tok kak uda gan anaknye, FARHANA
5) My Chemical Romance - Welcome to Black Parade.

Lagu leh update upon request.. kasi link lg bagus...
masa tok balik.. chows

SELAMAT HARI RAYA....

2007-10-14T18:03:00.000-07:00

DI KESEMPATAN INI, BETA MENGUCAPKAN SLAMAT HARI RAYA KEPADA RAKYAT JELATA SEMUA... MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN... BAWA KETE MOLEK2... JGN JADI SEBAHAGIAN DARI STATISTIK..

most RELAX day...

2007-10-10T07:46:00.000-07:00

Saturday 06/10/07: Working day..

keje halfday.. no boss at the office.. only kak aziah.. head admin and finance.. sume buat 'keje' masing2 dgn tekun.. included myself.. lol..

go to kak liza table and help nizam with his GAJI process for contract worker.. then, get the acess for internet from him.. send resume to plc-group, check email and find information about the advantages and disadvantages of using acetylene compare to LPG for gas cutting... also search the techical spec and picture of jib crane.. get bored with internet, i go to kak salina table and check her pc.. gagaga.. see interesting picts.. :)..

batu aqsha

then, i see an interesting file..

named YOURNAMEINDICATESYOURJOB..

suitable for me coz im jobless..

hehe.. this for me..

my future to be what so ever.. :D

top 3 most kelakar.. lolz.. no offence
1) pancaraj arokiam Your Ideal Job would be: spiderman (bos)
2) kamarulbahrin Your Ideal Job would be: ganti sami vellu (big bos)
3) ida Your Ideal Job would be: suicide bomber

tok membe2 PLSP
khairullanuar Your Ideal Job would be: superhero (adela ciri2 tuh)
zainal abidin Your Ideal Job would be: paleantologist (natang ape nih)
putrehate Your Ideal Job would be: shoplifting
norhafizah Your Ideal Job would be: dayang diraja (hhehe.. rajaisketambola)
asraf Your Ideal Job would be: astrologer
mohd dzulfa Your Ideal Job would be: psycho-therapist
wn zulkarnain Your Ideal Job would be: ketua kampung
ahmad nizam Your Ideal Job would be: hipnotist
mohd saiful azhar Your Ideal Job would be: maid
norhasfaliza Your Ideal Job would be: spiderman
nurul ilyani Your Ideal Job would be: bini ketua kampung (bini rembok ka?)
ahmad khalis Your Ideal Job would be: anything except wht youre doing now (panjang tol yg ni)
nor aini animal Your Ideal Job would be: therapist
muhammad hazwan Your Ideal Job would be: dato (demm)
nur arfah Your Ideal Job would be: pole dancer
laila Your Ideal Job would be: despatch
siti norraihan Your Ideal Job would be: superhero
azlina Your Ideal Job would be: porn star (WAHH!!!)
wan hafiz Your Ideal Job would be: graphic designer
aminuddin Your Ideal Job would be: indahwater worker (abisla indahwater)
normalayati Your Ideal Job would be: yang berhormat (xadil ni...........)
hamizura Your Ideal Job would be: hypnotist

at 12.30pm.. pack my stuff and back to home..

p/s: i can email if wan that thing..
p/s/s: im noob in IT... :D

NO1 song in my PLAYLIST

2007-09-29T01:45:00.001-07:00

Sorry.. perkataan yg slalu ku sebut..
maaf zahir batin.. :)

AKON - Sorry, Blame It On Me

As life goes on
I'm starting to learn more and more about responsibility
And I realize
that everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I wanted to take this time out to apologize for things that I've done and the things that havent accured yet

and things they don't want to take responsibility for

I'm sorry for the times that I left you home
I was on the road and you were alone
I'm sorry for the times I had to go
I'm sorry for fact that I did not know that you were sittin' home just wishin we could go back to when it was just you and me
I'm sorry for the times I would neglect
I'm sorry for the times I'd disrespect
I'm sorry for the wrong things that I've done
I'm sorry I'm not always there for my sons
I'm sorry for the fact that I'm not away
that you can't sleep at night when I'm not there
Because I'm in the streets like every day
I'm sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you are the best thing in the world
And how I'm so proud to call you my girl
I understand there's some problems
And I'm not too blind to look
All the pain you kept inside you even though you might not chose
If I can apologize for being wrong

Then it's just a shame on me
I'd be the reason for your pain

And you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me

I'm sorry for the things daddy put you through
And all the times you didn't know what to do
I'm sorry you have to go and sell those bags
Just tryin to stay busy til you heard from dad
When you would rather be home with all your kids
As one big family with love and bliss
Even though pops treated us like kids
He got a second wife and you didn't agree
He got up and left you there all alone

I'm sorry that you had to do it on your own
I'm sorry that I went and added to your grief
I'm sorry that your son was once a thief
I'm sorry that I grew up way too fast
I wish I would have listened and I'd be so bad
I'm sorry that your life turned out this way
I'm sorry that the fans came and took me away
I understand there's some problems
And I'm not too blind to look
All the pain you kept inside you even though you might not chose
If I can apologize for being wrong then it's just a shame on me
I'd be the reason for your pain

And you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me

I'm sorry that it took so long to see
That they were dead wrong tryin' to put it on me
I'm sorry it took so long to speak
But i was on tour with Gwen Stefani
I'm sorry for the hand that she was dealt
Before the embarrassment that she felt
Just a little young girl tryin' to have fun
Her daddy should have never let her out that young
I'm sorry for the clubs and gettin' shut down
I hope they manage better next time around
How was i to know she was underage
In a 21 and older club they say
Why doesn't anybody want to take blame
Verizon backed out disgracing my name
I'm just a singer tryin' to entertain
Because I love my fans I will take that blame

Even though the blames on you
Even though the blames on you
Even though the blames on you
I'll take that blame from you
And you can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me
You can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me